In that cruel world

The shadows twirled.


They danced around

Stomping the ground.

Their laughter, taunting.

Their faces, haunting.

But their eyes;

Images of paradise.







My angel, I would love to help.

But I hope you understand that I can’t.

Oh, how I’d love to help with all your problems. It hurts to see you so sad. But I’ve never been through anything like it, I don’t know how to help.

You tell me that my voice alone is enough to make you happy, but I can’t understand how that’s true. I don’t understand how my voice helps you go through this. But it doesn’t matter. All that matters is if you’re okay. My only worry is your happiness.

I’m happy to help you, I’m here for you forever and always. But I don’t know how to help. I try and try, but at the end of the day, it feels like I accomplished nothing.

I fear that as soon as the call ends, you go back to that sad world you live in. I fear that one day that world ends up consuming you.

My angel, I would love to help.

But I hope you understand that I can’t.


I Miss You

We haven’t talked in a while.

And I’m scared we’re drifting apart.

The distance between us is tearing me apart. I miss your voice, your laugh, I miss you. I miss the times where we’d text and talk everyday.

I wish you’d believe me when I say that you can talk to me whenever you want. You’re holding back and I’m scared of taking iniciative. And so I keep quiet and pretend everything’s okay. When, in reality, I wish I was with you.

My heart hurts when I think of you. My eyes only see your smile. And the tears fall down my face, but I pay no mind to them. I focus on my memories of you and forget about the world around me.

I miss you so much.

We havent talked in a while.

And I’m scared.

Oh, so scared.

I’m scared we’re drifting apart.

So please come back to me.


Without you I’m miserable.

Sometimes I think about how lucky I am to have met you. One day without talking to you is an eternity. It’s selfish, I know, but I want to see you every hour of the day.

Love, you have no idea of how much I care for you. I want to protect you from this twisted world we live in.

Oh, how I want to be with you. The distance is always going to be there, hiding in the back of my mind. I’m scared one day we will drift apart too far.

Without you I’m miserable.




It’s inevitable.

It’s going to happen eventually.

You tell me it’s not, but I know it is. There’s no way out. One day you’re gonna leave. And when you leave you’ll take my heart with you. You’ll take my breath with you.

My happiness, stolen from me, leaving me with a broken soul.

Without you, sadness will be the only emotion I’ll ever feel. But if you’re happy without me, I’ll live on. I’ll live on without you, with broken lungs and no heart.

I’m scared.

Oh, so scared of losing you.

But it’s inevitable.

My Happiness


My happiness.

One of the most important things in my life.

Who the cruel world saddens.

Who keeps on fighting every day.

My heart is consumed by pain and sadness when I hear you talking so low about yourself. Oh, how I want to hug you. Love, you have no idea what you do to me. Talking to you is the highlight of my day. My worries disappear when I hear your voice. My only wish is to know you’re truly okay. Please, I ask of you, don’t leave me alone. With you, my fears vanish, forgotten. Your laugh is the only thing I want to hear. Your eyes swimming in happiness is the only thing I want to see.

And I will stand by you until you don’t need me anymore.

And I will stay here, alone, thinking about my long gone happiness.


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